woo ~ finally have ma personal blog ~ kekes. im so stress over moneys again! fan ! Zzz owe ser a prezzie . wanna buy a new bag . & even ma sch books haven buy. ;(
just now he called me help him t ask a guy in maple to offer fo his DR. but after that i realise that GUY'' is a girl. =.=! he said he din knw he is a girl. lol? i dontknw. but whateva it is, dont think i wanna care so much about his thing alrdy. care = give him stress & i gain nth but quarrels. what fo ?
& i alrdy nv meet him fo 4days le! soon 1 wks. ha. th 1st & 2nd day, i really cant used t th life i having now cos before all those things happen, he almost pei me EVERYDAY. but now? mayb its a good thing that i get used to life w/o him. that day he asked me whether wanna tag along w him & his cousin & friends to buy CNY clothes next wk. i last time will just agree w/o thinking anything. BUT NOW AGAIN.. i really afraid of giving him stress wen i meet him. im just a girl who will only give HIM stress . sign. thats not i want . who will really know. i mish him real lots. i miss th feeling of being hug by him tightly. x( but im just afraid to meet him. & anw maple is his life now. he say he wna spend more time w me after he reach lvl 7o. but i still believe that once he reach 7o, he will have th urge to cont training higher lvl. cos once addicted to maple, thats it.
i <3 ma life now. its much more relax than bfor. just that financial prob that made me shag >.<
i really wonder does he know whats true love? & does he really love me like how he USED TO be? i hope so.
