sigh, its 73o am & i just reached home not long ago from Vel's place went out w ilana t bugis & MS shopshop Finally have my eyebrown trimmed(: & ilana went home, i went t vel's hse ton
i dint eat my dinner last night & im having gastric pain now. :(
i saw his pic in th afternoon. it totally chged my mood. i dontknw why.
im afraid t see his pics im afraid t see those memories he left im afraid t contact him im afraid t hear things about him
but i can say that i really miss him alot. & dhen? does he knw that im really thinking of him every night? NO does he knw that wenever i saw his pics, heard his name, i feel sad ? NO does he knw that i want him back badly? NO even if i tell him all this now, will he believe me? NO cos its alrdy been 3mth+ & we din contact ec other Its actually kinda funny t say all these things out
i feel so useless. t let a r/s affected me til this state
i read about my past post. & realised that im childish & i mean it Its understanding that thats th reason but now, If Only i can have yoo back by my side i promise t chg everything of me
i knw yoo wont come & read all these, but thats all from th bottom of my heart - Winson Lee He Chun
thats all(: