i dont wna blog wher i went last few days &wht happened aftermath.
sometimes i wonder why do i born in sucha family. She wanted me t pretend shes dead &dont call her anymore. Ye, her wish has been granted. As fo him, why must he tell th sch about what happened t me !? My form teacher act like shes veh caring but th truth is she is just doing her job! they sent me t consolling. They might think tht my father just bomb a story &seek fo their sympathy. I dont need any of their care nor concern.
Fo HER*, i know nawadays i keep chging my mind &causing you t get pissed off by me. Im veh touched tht you did breakfast fo me but in th end i din go th sch. Why are you sometimes so good yet sometimes like !@#$%^ . When you are walking home alone, you asked me t accompany you on th pfone. I called thou i was doing my things. But when i was alone at somewhr, w/o knw wht t do or wher to go i asked you go call me. Your reply was : sorry i later then call you i naw watching tv if i call you i cannot concentrate on th tv. *laughs Thats when i see another side of you.
another her- i dontknw how t face you when i stil have tht mentality. in th past, when we suddenly never contact, i will feel veh sad. Thou i knw you wont have any feelings in this. this time is just like last time But somehow after many things happened, i no longer feel sad about losing this so called sister ship anymore. im kinda disappointed in you fo wht you had did. As he said : change fo th better. not fo others but fo yourself. Hope your fine naw. X)
tht guy.. im really veh tired of his SMSes. I ignored him. but he stil send those msges like - good morning, wht are you doing? , good night even thou i nv reply any of his msg. Th reason i dont wna reply you is im veh sure we'll have conflict like ( i nv rpely you / i reply too slow ). Talk t me only when you have your attitude changed.
As fo him, i dont want it t affect my studies as my exams are drawing near. so i decided t give up. But why is he so selfish !? i really cant understand th heart of guys. They are not interested in you but they dont wna let you go. I knw in his heart theres stil HER. afterall its a 2yr+ r/s. Boy , just let me goo..
If only there is a pill fo me t forget those miseries if not sooner later i sure tio brain concussion.
why do i expect others t be true t me when im not true t them
