Why cant my boyfriend be more ''man'' Why cant my boyfriend be more 'generous' Why cant my boyfriend be more 'honest' Why cant my boyfriend be more 'gentleman' Why cant my boyfriend stop this habit of 'melting' when seeing girls Why cant he ? Why?
In many times, when i felt so unwell, why cant he be more caring towards me? Maybe he is not those type which will show out their emotions but, does he have the need to add salt to my wound? He would say things like '' dont fake lah'' '' aiyah small pain only need so exaggerating meh '' '' serve you right ''
See? Shocked?
I am just like other normal girls outside. I just want some concern from you instead of your sarcastic remarks.
Today, we went out together w his friends. I was having car sick and everybody in th car knows it, including my boyfriend. He was happily chatting away w his friends while driving w/o even asking me how i feel. And yet MaoJie could actually asked my boyfriend to open the windows for me to let me feel better.
After getting down th car, he was still happily chatting away and did not even notice my pale look. Only when MaoJie noticed it, he then asked me whether am i alright or not. Great.
I believed if you love someone so dearly, you would want to see them as often as possible right? There was quite a few times where i was feeling so bored and asked my boyfriend to accompany me. He told me that he is very tired and would want t rest at home but guess what? He went out to meet his friends instead of accompanying me or bringing me out w him. He would say that i dont allow him to meet his friends. But does he exactly know how i feel? I dont really mind him meeting his friends but what i mind was the lie he lied. Yet he does not understand a single bit neither he tried to.
Sometimes, i really cant stand his my-mother-talking-habit. He is already 21 year old but yet everything also my-mother-my-mother. I dont mean that listening to own parents is wrong but, whenever we goes out, he will want to go home at 10+ and will tell me '' my mother will scold me if i dont go home now'' '' my mother will nag at me''
Whenever i ask him out, and he doesnt want to go out w me, he will say '' nvm, you talk to my mother'' *and pass the phone*
He would only bring me out once a week on every weekend. And sometimes, he will say, i no money '' I asked why. Him: my atm card w my mother . She kept it. Me: Then your salary also kept by her? Him: yes. :)
Can anyone understand my feelings a not !?
To JunLong, if you happens to read this post, get this clear. Im not against your mother. Its she the one against me i guess. And can you try to understand my feelings at times!? I know sometimes, your in the middle kiap by us. Can you have your own opinion instead of being lead so frequent when your already 21?
Frankly speaking, i am a very sensetive girl. Yes, so ? Do you think i love being like this? Seriously, i cant stand some xiaomeimei who will come and 'play' w my boyfriend AND will get angry when i did the same thing back to her. What for? In the past, i will get very angry when girls come and 'play' w him. But now, i wont already. I will see what i'll do back to them :)
&another thing is that my boyfriend have this habit of melting when he saw pretty girls. He just cant keep his eyes off them. @)(#&(W)@*&#(T)2&$&(F)!
If a girl talks t him, he will be very shy at first and his weak points pop out liao lor. IF the girl request him anything he sure say ok just like a fool. I asked.. Will you help your friend's gf deliever food if she is hungry? He said YES.
When i said im hungry and wants him to deliver food to me at night, he will say...
WAH LAN EH why you everytime this timing hungry one ? ( can i choose timing when to hungry ?)
my bike dont have enough petrol.
I am too tired.
I just finish bathing dont feel like going out
My mother dont allow me t go out
:)
I dont deny he treat me like a princess during our first few months. '' Love is as beautiful as fireworks. But it dont last ''
I dont know whether he will kisiao and come find quarrel w me when he read this post but I REALLY NEED TO RANT IT OUT and i did.
T those who dont like us being together, you must be feeling happy. I do mind what others think of us in the past but not now. Because i am so tired of concealing things to make it ''beautiful'' to others.
Last but not least, i really do hate guys who are violent.
