my ex boyfriend told me that he is going thailand. so theres a girl going w them too, but all of them chose to lie to me as all along i am a very sensitive girl. When i asked that girl which is ilona, whether is she going and she said no.
the next moment when i found out the truth, i was fking hot man. I sent her a msg '' why you go thai w them you dont even dare to let others know? very jian bu de guang meh? you want i give you lor enjoy your trip ya '' ( i know its kinda ridiculous for the '' you want i give you lor '' haha )
i admit i was too rash that day, but i fking ask you guys, if you were to receive this message, will you fking go t the extend of crying over it?
YES, she cried. knn, sibeh kiang act. She called the guys up and CRY. Then end up everybody blame me for making her cry. that part was still okay. The worst part was that MY OWN BOYFRIEND agreed w them too and even blamed me. He still said something overboard to me. wah, seriously, feel like giving her 2 tight slap. If she cry because my words are hurtful i understand but the fking prob is that we are not even counted as '' friends '' . my words really so powerful hor.
In the end leh, they leave singapore already. it was then i slowly calm myself down. i come to think of it now, the one whom i should really blame is not that 'girl' but my own boyfriend. maybe they're blaming me for being so sensitive, childish or whatevr lah i dont know and i dont want to know.
In the past, i always say something like '' aiyah nvm lah i dont even want to bother about it anymore '' but deep inside i still care.
But for now, i can finally say that i am officially single. Although i am not 100% happy but at least i am 70% happy for now. Thanks to one of my friend who was there for me when the incident happened and the person is none other than levinia cher the bastard.
At first i thought i would be like '' how am i gong to go on w my life for the rest of the days '' but i was totally wrong.
something happened t me in my life which i am not going to say it out here. All i want to say is that, whats the point of apologising after you have made a mistake?
and t whoever who wants t get involve, or that 'girl' might be calling you guys up and cry again and unhappy w my post, use your adult brain and think twice before coming infront of me being a kid yelling and screaming over split milk. but for this post, i am just blogging out not because i still cant get over it. i was just so shocked that my words are so ''powerful'' for the first time in my life.
I have learnt something really new throughout the whole incident.
p/s : go get a pair of higher degree specs if you think that your eye sight has gone from bad to worst. its for your own good. :)
Sunday*
went for shoots in the studio. In the night, i saw SHOOTING STARS WHEN I WAS LIEING DOWN somewhere near the beach. omg it was my first time. haha sua ku i know. :p
and some miracle happened to me. till now, i just couldnt express how i feel.
