What kind of guy have i been w during these 1 year 10 months relationship?
On that day before he board the plane, he screamed at me and said : WHY YOU WANT TO SPOIL OTHER PEOPLE'S MOOD?!?! ( because the girl cried ) Do i feel good being lied?
he is coming back tomorrow and he just called. wtf he said to me? he said : now everybody dislike that ilona because of her attitude. After he has enjoy his trip and he come and tell me all these nonsense? WHATS THE POINT YOU TELL ME?
In the past, whenever i do wrong things, he will use the word '' break up '' to 'threaten' me. BUT I CAN SAY THAT, i have never give up on this relationship before and hold onto it.
Because of this, he simply took it for granted. Even when he did mistakes, he will give me his attitude and trying to show me that if i dont accept his apologies, then break up lor.
NOW, i told him i need time to cool down because this is the first time he crushed my dignity infront of his family and friends. Yet he expects me to forgive him after he have enjoy from his trip. If i dont patch things up w him he said that he will be ok and move on. Have he ever thought of my feelings?
He said '' if i want to break up w you now I CAN DO IT ONE. '' WHAT DER FARK!?!? I bet he has forgotten we have already broken up that day. This shows that he really did say a lot of times of ' break up ' w me.
He told me that he said those hurtful words to me that day is just outta anger. HOW MANY TIMES HE DID THAT ALREADY? angry can anyhow spout rubbish for me to get hurt? does that mean that sensitive person deserve to be hurt by others? wah seriously, i really wants to know what am i to him. He once said that he really love me a lot. do you bear to hurt someone you really love?
